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Sometimes, I really feel like leaving everything behind and just walk off.
I'm just too tired for everything.

I don't understand. Why am I always the one to put the blame on?
Is it just me or, that's the reality of life?
It turned into a big question mark in me.


Save me please.





I kept on waiting, day by day. Waiting for the clock to tick, the time to pass. What am I waiting for? What is wrong with me? What am I up to? I do want to know the answer as much as you do.

I'm totally blank.


Perhaps, I have to pause.
I need to breathe.







Just dragged myself back from Tenji. Feel bloated now. D:
The food there was actually quite okay, except for that, I think it's maybe because today's a weekday, they didn't really do a good job, that's why.
Food in Shogun perhaps is better than Tenji, I suppose. Or, is it actually the other way round? I can't judge. The only thing I'm sure is, Tenji's dessert corner is way too awesome! I like the variety of cakes. Oh and I like the coconut. Haha.
Okay, till then. I gotta go for tuition. Bye. (:





I'm tired of everything.

Sometimes, I asked myself, why can't they understand me? Why can't they look from the other side of me? Why can't they play their own role before they throw stones at me? F that. I have it all enough. Enough means enough.

Yes, I know I can't be who you wanted me to be. I know I can't fulfil all that you expected from me. (Straight A's in PMR is something very common and is a must to achieve? Wow, very interesting.) I know I'm not as good as your son no matter in what, to you. In your eyes, I'm just someone useless, someone extra around you. I don't mean anything to you. I'm just an asshole who destroys people life. Who makes troubles. Who only know how to fight back. Who only know how to show the anger when I'm angry. So fine.

Push me away if you don't like me. Kick me out if you can't stand me. Leave me by the roadside, if you don't want me. It's fine. It's all fine. Really. I'm already almost age to stand on my own feet. I'm ready to go if you want me to. So that you don't have to see my effing face anymore. Since I'm a lifeless kid, I worth nothing more than a piece of shit, I don't bring any good things to your life but bad things. FINE. I'm done with this. I'm so pissed off and most likely heart broken when you keep praising how good they were, how filial they are, those kind of thing. As if I don't even contribute a single thing. Okay, just consider that I don't. Cut me out. Noone worth my tears. I'm giving it all up.





My maltese arrived on the 23rd. He'll most likely be named Casey. He's uber cute! The best part is, he's really THAT active that he can't stop jumping and licking. And he runs like a bunny. :B











Basically, this would be the last road run for us, 93's. Bet it was fun, no?
Every single road run reminds me of someone. (Haih, you damn useless la, gie.)
I was kind of surprised yet happy that yellow house got 2nd for road run this year. At first I thought banana won't be winning, as usual. But it turned out the other way. Proud of the bananas, :) . Eh eh, I did run okay. Bangganya budak ni.

I found out that somebody actually reads my blog. Nyahaha, secret disclosed. Boo.
And thanks Mushroom Lok for the drinks. I didn't really expect that you'll take it so seriously. If you ever read this. NOOB, mushroom. Lol, thanks lah, pom pon. 8P

I'm so looking forward to cny. Angpau angpau, ang ang eh. Partayyyy! Gamble? Yee Sang! Holiweek. Hwahwahwa, can't wait.
Right, my maltese arrived. Guess what?!?! It's super tiny and superb cute! Lexus kept barking at him as if he killed his mom or something. Bailey's okay okay with him. He's still young. Not the right time to mix with the two old ones yet. So, L and B were shifted to the kennel outside the house and the young one remains in the house. Priority for him eyh?

Kayyyy laaaa. Bye. :D

               Angie
            G, for short
               sixteen
                 0909

           i ♥ my f&f
           i ♥ my furkids
           i ♥ my baby grand

                   i sayang dogs . ♥_♥

                                   :P



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☐ Straight A+ in SPM
☑ Straight A's in PMR
☑ WHITE Miniature Schnauzer
☑ RED Toy Poodle
☑ Maltese (don't you dare ask the colour!)
☑ A brand new Kawai baby grand piano
☑ Pawn Croatian Rhapsody real well :P
☐ Distinction/Merit in ABRSM practical grade 7
☐ Graduate both ABRSM grade 8
☐ A Canon DSLR
☐ A new more canggih handphone :D
☐ A bigger room, with THE wardrobe
☑ Pen and tablet
☐ Coloured lens ;P
☐ Hair highlighted/dyed :B
☐ Driving license! I'll fly.
☐ Lexus IS250! Or a BMW 7 series. WOOT, dream on.
☐ TRAVEL, as many countries as possible :3
☐ Platinum credit card ! O___O, waiting to turn 18
☑ ATM card
☑ Human ATM machine. I'm refering you. :P
☐ Stop swearing (as if lah) XD


P/S : I WANT A HUGE SNOOPY !